Sometimes
people are too nice to me. Or is it basic courtesy and I’m too guarded and
distrustful? Is it just you guys who are especially nice? Or do I have the ‘don’t
mess with me face’? Or maybe I have a she-looks-like-she-may-break-down-if-i-bully-her-so-lets-not
look? Or does a part of me just feel like I don’t deserve it?
It’s
not a bad thing. It feels good to have people who seem to care but yet it seems
distant and slightly awkward.
Well
today was a good start I guess… I’ll keep trying.
On
a random note, I really like instrumental Christmas medleys.