So I drank an 80%
gongcha last night (first time i had a whole cup to myself. achievement unlocked.) and I couldn’t sleep when I hit the pillow at midnight. I
feel like I’m having a hangover now. In the short hours I was actually kind of
asleep, I had an absurd dream which was terribly fantastic (I mean in a fictional
and unbelievable way, not a wonderful and enjoyable way), I don’t even know why
these kind of thoughts exist in my head and why they surface at the worst
possible times.
Dreams are so elusive;
I could dream that I’m sitting somewhere with a girlfriend just hanging out and
wake up only to realize I have no idea who that person is. I could dream that I’m
trapped in this white void space, missing the NDP show on television, when it
wasn’t even any date near national day, and there was no calendar to indicate
it was national day anyway in the dream. I could dream of groups of people, people I haven't talked to since primary school, hanging out with people I know now, and in real life they don't even relate.
I just really hope I don't happen to talk in my sleep and no-one I ever shared a room with ever told me about it.
I shouldn’t be wasting
time here. I need to sleep but I can’t finish my bio.