i know not what to believe anymore.i know not who to believe anymore.i know not where i am anymore.i know not what's happening anymore.i know not who i am anymore.snap out of it.Yes, I am perfectly fine. And anyone who says that is lying.Playback theatre is very meaningful, actually. It's all about knowing others, knowing youself, sharing your stories, be it your troubles, your fears, your joys, your excitement, even the slightest things like being bored. And the best thing of all, its about having FUN.Through this "emo period" (who said this? KP?), this has been rather helpful, in a way that I realise I am not the only one with troubles. There are many people out there with their own set of problems, and one of the best ways to face the problem is to, well, face it. We have to address our own problems, know what it is, and in playback if you share it, it gives you greater awareness of it. And it makes you feel better. Now, some of you may be wondering if i actually shared my troubles there. No lah. Oh my I feel like I'm saying it like its so serious. But one really serious thing is, I don't know what the problem is. That's the worst part.Yes, and playback theatre is one of my sabbaticals this year.My other sabbaticals which is the first half of the morning is food chemistry. And because of that, I am now very sensitive to the smell of the (my) kitchen, that smell of of burning food, stale oil hanging in the air... For that seems to be the smell of cholesterol (plus glyce-something oil) Today's experiment was extracting cholesterol from boiled eggs. Perhaps i should tell you that cholesterol is a very disgusting thing that not only clogs up your arteries if you consume too much of LDLs (low density lipoproteins, the 'bad' cholesterol), it is also ugly and smelly, being this half solid half liquid black substance that looks like dark sauce (cos at the sides its actually brownish) that stinks like burning and oil. But then again the teacher said the substance left also consists of some kind of oil which i mentioned above which i can't remember the spelling of, so the horrible smell might be from there. And our science lab should seriously get us some soap to wash off the oily black mass (mess) of cholesterol from their beakers or they can't blame us for not cleaning up properly, or alternatively they can clean it up for us.Strangely though, that has not deterred me from eating eggs; I just ate an omelette as part of dinner. Maybe I love my food more than I thought I did. 不要看我那么瘦，就以为我不爱吃！