It's still a mystery.I really don't know how to put it in a discreet way here.It's not something I can tell everyone in the world.So this is all I'll say.I'll continue to pray.Every single day.Come what may,God will make a way.This... this is not exactly emo-ing. Emo-ing is more like... example, wallowing in self pity. This... this is worry, concern, anxiety, fear, curiosity...I really don't know what is happening. No one knows for sure, but we know some things. Only no one's telling me anything. I have to resort to eavesdropping again.Only he and He knows, I guess. Know what happened.