the truth.
i always knew the world wasn't
a bed of roses.
i always knew that life wouldn't
be easy.
but i never knew,
i never imagined,
that this would be the truth.
that this world is even darker and more dangerous than i ever thought it was.
hiding behind so many masks,
so few know of its existence.
we live innocently,
thinking that we are safe.
initially i doubted.
thats impossible,
i had thought.
now i believe,
but i cannot accept it.
it is such a big truth,
that i cannot think of it as the truth.
it is making me see everything
in a different light.
will knowing make me feel safer?
i suspect everything i see!
i get paranoid.
i dont even want to mention it
cos im afraid if they see it,
they might bear a grudge.
you never know.
please, God.
if this is the truth,
please help me live with it.
they will make things hard for us.
it may seem a losing battle.
but i know,
that you are on our side.
we are the majority,
will they really be able to win us over?
help me not to be corrupted.
help me to trust in you.
help me to remember that
at the very end,
we will win the race.