in a rotten mood for no reason.ok maybe there are reasons. firstly my mom is ignoring me. and the com isnt cooperating. plus ego people get on my nerves sometimes, i.e. elyse but i enjoyed your story (to elyse: my hamster escaped before and it didnt get far enough that i had to search for it. it was just at the corner of the balcony and the balcony is where the cage is located. see my hamster was so guai, not like yours so naughty >.<)sometimes people are like me, they rant to others about why they're in a bad mood and use it as an excuse to do certain things. i find that a bad thing. thats just like wanting others to sympathise with u. but this is a blog, this is where i say anything i want and not seeking sympathy from anyone.[im feeling in a 'philosophical' mood now let me go on] its just like anything. anything can hv 2 different effects. when a teacher scolds the student either repents or rebels. u can use drugs to cure or abuse. likewise you can say 'shit' but not when you're pinpointing it at someone (though its kinda unglam to)i know im going nowhere but u can learn something from the above.and i think something that adds to my moodiness is cos ... i miss having a sticky friend that could understand me when im in school! granted, yuhong wasnt a very understanding person and i rmb she got irritating too, but... like sometimes i get irritated with claudia cos her attitude and everything is so different from me! and clarice is so egoistic. and sometimes bossy. and impatient. e.g. she always says faster lah, and then she STOPs to talk a lot. and sometimes during free periods (LA?) people will go in small groups to talk. and i never seem to belong. i think i enjoyed leeJY 's company most on friday. cos claudia always talks abt books/movies/actors/actresses that i dont know abt. im just not that kind of person. and clarice only knows how to talk abt dramas. but jiayi is random! like me. we talk abt stupid stuff.haiz. hopefully BOF will cheer me up. here's to tomorrow; cheers to me!