(Pardon the unintentional - but maybe it should be intentional now that it's there - math pun on the title.)
So
the debate is on:
Sleep,
health, rest VS chemistry VS music
Blogging
is not in the choices but aloha, here I am again, too soon.
Feeling
quite miserable now as somehow I have caughtten, I mean caught, or gotten,
argh, the flu bug.
Last
two papers for this spate of tests… I must say these are the most unprepared
tests I have ever sat for, even though I hardly studied for exams in primary
school but I was prepared because I remember stuff from lessons, but now, I don’t!
This is a very bad feeling… Its foreboding, you-know-it’s-coming-but-you-can’t-stop-it
feeling. Even though I never ever actually finish studying for most tests, at
least I know I tried, I planned my time, I’m ready to do whatever I can because
if I didn’t finish it’s my own fault for not starting earlier/sticking to the
plan/etc. But this is another level of tired/ill/brain-dead/no time/not because
I didn’t try/I never expected myself to start months before so here I am…
Well
since it’s coming anyway and I can’t avoid it, might as well meet it with a
smile.
But!
If
I fall ill enough maybe I can skip the papers.
But!
Health
is more important, let’s sleep now.
But!
“Why
did you make your tests graded!”
Erm.
It’s
really nice to know people who are still being encouraging despite being kinda
flooded with their own stuff too. J
Come
on last day, last 24 hours.
Let
me hibernate after that.
So close, yet so far.