im sure u know who she is. and u probably know who you are. i half get you and i half dont.is it that FLY?actually i cant stand her either.you know what i wrote in my composition for the research test?i said Jack was a irritating freak.i disliked him.i couldnt stand him any longer.he kept on popping up of nowhere.he and his freaky crooked teeth smile.i really wanted to make it clear to him.but i just cant bring myself to it.do you get me?Jack has nowhere to turn to, if it weren't for me.us.its 'default' already. he takes me as his friend.he knows im nice.he turns to me whenever anything comes up.much as i hate it, i cant.why cant i be just as evil as you and let it all go?but if i do, then who else could I turn to?i know, it has never been me.but now its well into the year, everybody has settled down into their cliques..but here the 2 of us, Jack and i stick out like the odd ones out.and what do you mean?yes, i may not really truly understand what Jack is trying to do, but i think i know what you mean.people care, but no one would take us as the people they would turn to when anything comes up.in short, people dont care enough.i feel like a fish out of water.until this is resolved, or until next year...i will continue to feel like a fish out of water, imagining that i am swimming ever so happily.